I'm not going to lie—I have a crush on Ben Higgins (how could you not?!), and I may or may not have applied to be one of the women vying for his heart on season 20 of The Bachelor. Sadly, however, I'll be watching from my couch as Ben hands out his first roses on tonight's premiere (on ABC at 8 p.m. EST). The only thing that will comfort me? These gorgeous red rose bouquets I'd happily accept for my wedding day, even if Ben isn't the one waiting at the end of the aisle. P.S. Follow SMP on Twitter tonight as we live-tweet the premiere!